Or even trying to get ahold of you in returning them.
I just wish these people were more blunt about why they don't want to talk or hang out with me.
Like seriously, I fucking hate him.
AND he's so immature about everything.
- Mood:
moody - Music:Dance Gavin Dance
When I thought not a lot of people care.
I know I'm going to vote for change!
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Journey
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:The Fray
Well, atleast enought time to talk about how your day went, or whatever the fuck you want to talk about.
But no. You can't do that. It's always just a "hi, well gotta go now, bye"
Which is why I never belive you whenever you say you think about me "ALL THE TIME".
Yeah, My fucking ass you do. I never ask for much, but I guess I am.
- Mood:
irritated
I sent him a poem about the song he covered by Bright Eyes (Landlocked Blues) and how I felt about him and that song.
But when I called him to tell him to check his messages, he didn't even seem as if I was on the phone with him,
And that he rather be hanging out with Sean, doing whatever the fuck they were doing at 2 in the fucking morning.
Please.. So I'll just post my poem for you all instead of my inconsiderate boyfriend.
(Listen to the song, it's really sad!)
Sweetie, don't ever walk away.
I know that if you were to, I'd just go insane.
And I know it's just a Bright Eyes cover song.
But if you walked away, I know everything would be horribly wrong.
I wouldn't know what to do without you.
Without my lover and best friend I'd be torn into two.
So don't ever walk away, walk away.
Tell me that forever you'll stay, forever you'll stay.
And we both will still be happy together when we're old.
You are the only one I want to forever hold.
So tell me that I have nothing to fear.
Baby, don't go away, come here.
- Mood:
irritated - Music:Bright Eyes.
Like everyone's hiding an obvious secret from me or some shit.
I really don't like this feeling at all.
- Mood:
lonely - Music:Pavement
- Mood:empty.
- Music:Mirah
I feel really fucking pathetic and unwanted.
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:Weezer
I woke my ass up at 7 fucking 30 in the morning for school after sleeping for just two hours.
I leave 15 minutes early to get to school on time. I end up getting there 10 minutes late when BCC is just 5 minutes away from my house.
I have the most boring biology teacher. Way to ruin science for me.
And when I got out, everyone was just getting to school.
I didn't have anythign to do afterwards excpet to wait until I go to work.
So I couldn't even nap when I got home.
And Logan hasn't fucking called me yet. It's almost 3 fucking 30 and I work in an hour.
Fucking awesome. I can tell this year is going to be really shitty.
Epsecially with my night classes 3:30 to 9ish Tuesdays and Thursdays.
Yeah. Fucking awesome.
- Mood:
drained - Music:Weezer
to feel this happiness. <3
And I love being in love.
Tee hee hee!
- Location:In completeness!
- Mood:
satisfied - Music:Plies
to see some of my friends again. :)
Yeah.... Really fucking nice. <3
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:The Academy Is...
does everyone fucking suck?
Sitting in your room all fucking day and just smoking, is not much of a fucking life.
Fucking seriously.
And being high isn't even that great.
Fuck the fucking world.
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:(Old & good) Against Me!
Fuck everyone.
I'm better off alone.
- Mood:forgotten
- Music:50 Fucking Cent
I need to get out of this town. Very soon.
I am starting to hate Melbourne more and more each day.
I don't have the friends I that I use to have always on my side.
And I'm really fucking sick of it.
Sick of fucking everything.
I just want to move far far fucking away.
And smoking weed is so fucking dumb.
And fuck dude.
- Mood:shitty as hell
- Music:Eric Clapton
When you just ate or smoked and you put your fingers by you nose and you can smell whatever you ate or smoked.
EW! I don't want to pick my nose with an Italian Firehouse sub scent.
:(
- Music:The Bloodshed Theory
I don't hate boys anynmore...
I'm crazily in love with Logan Grove.
And I've never been happier in my whole life.
<3
- Mood:
giddy - Music:My hamster scratching away in her cage.
I fucking hate boys.
- Mood:
crushed - Music:Dr. Acula
to do something fun with my hair.
I'm not sure what direction I should go with it though...
I want to put blue in it... Or maybe chop it off again.
Ugh... Decisions.... Decisions... =/
- Mood:
lonely - Music:Bayside
that I have no friends anymore.
Atleast no one that really cares about picking up when I do call.
As if their boyfriends are a trillion times better than seeing me for once.
- Mood:
grumpy - Music:Modest Mouse
