ishotuhkennedy

It gets to a point

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 19:26:14 GMT

Where it seems like someones trying to avoid you by not answering your texts or calls.
Or even trying to get ahold of you in returning them.
I just wish these people were more blunt about why they don't want to talk or hang out with me.

FUCK.

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:33:40 GMT

How come my dad is the biggest piece of shit ever to exist?
Like seriously, I fucking hate him.
AND he's so immature about everything.

It's really nice

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:15:04 GMT

to know that a lot of people I know are going to be politically involved.
When I thought not a lot of people care.
I know I'm going to vote for change!

Umm..

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 22:14:47 GMT

So I'm starting to think that everyone tries to dissapoint me on purpose.

Okay...

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 21:52:18 GMT

I never ask for much... I don't know how hard it is to call someone a reasonable amount of time before you go to work (Maybe 30 or 20 minutes?).
Well, atleast enought time to talk about how your day went, or whatever the fuck you want to talk about.
But no. You can't do that. It's always just a "hi, well gotta go now, bye"
Which is why I never belive you whenever you say you think about me "ALL THE TIME".
Yeah, My fucking ass you do. I never ask for much, but I guess I am.

I hate when I'm trying to be cute..

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 06:17:39 GMT

And Logan's not even paying any attention to me.
I sent him a poem about the song he covered by Bright Eyes (Landlocked Blues) and how I felt about him and that song.
But when I called him to tell him to check his messages, he didn't even seem as if I was on the phone with him,
And that he rather be hanging out with Sean, doing whatever the fuck they were doing at 2 in the fucking morning.
Please.. So I'll just post my poem for you all instead of my inconsiderate boyfriend.
(Listen to the song, it's really sad!)

Sweetie, don't ever walk away.
I know that if you were to, I'd just go insane.
And I know it's just a Bright Eyes cover song.
But if you walked away, I know everything would be horribly wrong.
I wouldn't know what to do without you.
Without my lover and best friend I'd be torn into two.

So don't ever walk away, walk away.
Tell me that forever you'll stay, forever you'll stay.
And we both will still be happy together when we're old.
You are the only one I want to forever hold.
So tell me that I have nothing to fear.
Baby, don't go away, come here.

I hate..

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 20:04:49 GMT

How everyone's been acting really strange lately.
Like everyone's hiding an obvious secret from me or some shit.
I really don't like this feeling at all.

Sometimes,

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 16:00:11 GMT

I just feel so pathetic.

So up until last night,

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 19:52:39 GMT

I don't remember the last time I actually cried myself to sleep.
I feel really fucking pathetic and unwanted.

What a shitty ass day.

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:25:01 GMT

I woke my ass up at 7 fucking 30 in the morning for school after sleeping for just two hours.
I leave 15 minutes early to get to school on time. I end up getting there 10 minutes late when BCC is just 5 minutes away from my house.
I have the most boring biology teacher. Way to ruin science for me.
And when I got out, everyone was just getting to school.
I didn't have anythign to do afterwards excpet to wait until I go to work.
So I couldn't even nap when I got home.
And Logan hasn't fucking called me yet. It's almost 3 fucking 30 and I work in an hour.
Fucking awesome. I can tell this year is going to be really shitty.
Epsecially with my night classes 3:30 to 9ish Tuesdays and Thursdays.
Yeah. Fucking awesome.

It's quite nice...

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 04:42:26 GMT

to feel this happiness. <3

And I love being in love.

Tee hee hee!

It's really nice

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 18:30:33 GMT

to see some of my friends again. :)
Yeah.... Really fucking nice. <3

Why

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:18:17 GMT

does everyone fucking suck?
Sitting in your room all fucking day and just smoking, is not much of a fucking life.
Fucking seriously.
And being high isn't even that great.
Fuck the fucking world.

You know what?

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 19:19:51 GMT

Fuck everyone.
I'm better off alone.

So I've come to a conclusion.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 01:34:53 GMT

I need to get out of this town. Very soon.
I am starting to hate Melbourne more and more each day.
I don't have the friends I that I use to have always on my side.
And I'm really fucking sick of it.
Sick of fucking everything.
I just want to move far far fucking away.

And smoking weed is so fucking dumb.
And fuck dude.

You know what I don't really like...

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 18:11:35 GMT

When you just ate or smoked and you put your fingers by you nose and you can smell whatever you ate or smoked.
EW! I don't want to pick my nose with an Italian Firehouse sub scent.
:(

I take that back...

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 05:32:23 GMT

I don't hate boys anynmore...
I'm crazily in love with Logan Grove.
And I've never been happier in my whole life.
<3

I guess

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 20:22:11 GMT

I fucking hate boys.

I really want

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 18:44:51 GMT

to do something fun with my hair.
I'm not sure what direction I should go with it though...
I want to put blue in it... Or maybe chop it off again.
Ugh... Decisions.... Decisions... =/

So I think

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 23:46:57 GMT

that I have no friends anymore.
Atleast no one that really cares about picking up when I do call.
As if their boyfriends are a trillion times better than seeing me for once.

Ramen Noodles

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 18:47:37 GMT

doesn't taste like much anymore..
It somewhat saddens me to think about because that's what I eat whenever I'm broke and lazy.
What the fuck Ramen Noodles?

Is it just me...

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 23:46:42 GMT

Or do sneezes sort of smell kinda funkay?

Some people

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 18:13:24 GMT

are really fucking dumb...
Whatever happened to somewhat intelligent people who are hypocrites and contradict themselves all the time?
Stupid lying ass bitches.

So,

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 17:50:27 GMT

I'm officially done... And I have no idea what to do now...
But I hope we all see the next month as an opportunity to get the three of us back together before Katie needs to leave.
(I'm talking about you two: Shelly and Katie!)

But on a happier note:
I think I almost convinced my mom to let me go to Minnesota with Logan!
She said it's up to my dad!
So I have to kiss ass and claim it's my hawt body and I do what I want!
<3

I am

Fri, 23 May 2008 20:59:42 GMT

noticing more and more every day that I hate everyone.